January 2010
December 2009
“The whole world wants you to be miserable. It wants you to put your head down,...”
– The Wonder Years
Adults take adult risks.
I just put my entire being on the fucking line for another human being. Holy fucking shit. I poured out ever inch of my soul into 2283 words and sent it to her. Now we wait? I’m scared for tomorrow. But I’m not waiting for happiness anymore. I’m going to get it on my own. Happy fucking birthday.
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday dear Chris.
Happy Birthday to me.
I’m 18 now. It’s a little bit like that scene from Harry Potter where he’s all alone and he draws the birthday cake in the dust. Except there is not Hagrid with a squashed cake and I’m not a wizard. It’s a bit sad but after 18 times it’s not that big of a deal anymore. I’ve...
“I’ve read these stories a thousand times, and now I’ll rewrite them all.”
– A Day To Remember - You Should Have Killed Me When You had the Chance
Take a step back.
Honestly we can only bitch about our life and our situations for so long. We can’t just say “that’s just how i work” or “I can’t do anything”. News flash. You can. More importantly I can. Just take a second and look at your situation. Yeah, it sucks. Yeah, it’s ok to be sad. Yeah, it’s not fun. But at one point you need to just realize...
“It’s like a fucking merry-go-round at a funeral…”
For me.
I started this is for me. Not to impress anyone else, not so I can gain some kind of recognition for my literary merit, not for them, not for you. For me. If you happen to get something out of what I write then that’s fine, better than fine, it’s great. But I started this so that over the next couple of years I have some sort of healthy outlet for the shit storm that is constantly...
“I see a blank notebook page
And it’s my life and there is nothing I can...”
– Saosin - They Perch on their Stilts, Pointing and Daring me to Break Custom